Something cool.....on a very Hot day:

{Kindly Borrowed from:  http://askmevie.blogspot.com/2011/03/you-make-me-smile.html}

I'm a romantic, yes, I admit it, I'm sappy, and mushy, and this has really been compounded by the fact that I've fallen madly in love with someone, literally for the very first time.

All those times before I may have "thought" I was "in love", but it's nothing like what I've found now.  Many of you might even say "but Heather...you were married!  How can you say you never were IN LOVE before?"

Well that's simple....and my answer to that is,

"Um, that sure would explain the divorce!"

*smiles at you* 

Don't get me wrong, my ex-husband is a great person, he just wasn't "my person"....and now, at the ripe old age of 34, I feel like I finally found "my person"....and I don't say that lightly, I'm not one of these people who shout every relationship from the rooftops, I generally don't even like to admit to MYSELF I'm even "in a relationship" or admit to the extent of any feelings I should have for someone I'm dating, let alone to the world, because what if I'm wrong, what if it doesn't work out, what if I wind up looking like a huge idiot for professing my "feelings" for another, what if I'm wrong?  I've been wrong before....oh so wrong.

But today, there were no wrong feelings, today there's no stress, or worry, only smiles as I was driving from my early morning Dr. Apt. to work.  There I was driving along and Jerimy popped into my head.  Something that had happened earlier this week came to mind, and I just BUSTED up laughing!  I mean, "snot might of snorted out of my nose a little" kind of laughing.  Because, ...he does that to me, he gives me joy when I'm with him, AND when he's only with me in spirit.

To me, that's really cool.  To love someone like that.

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And to share with you the laugh....because I'm a "giver"...I'll tell you what cracked my butt up which inspired this post:  (takes a deep breath...this is more embarrassing than me rolling around half naked in the front yard tackling a dog in front of a Delphos Cop -- yes I did that too this week):

So me and my better half were sharing an "intimate moment"...don't make me say it....and well, you see my neighbors' house is really, really close to mine.  So close in fact that often times, if my bedroom window's open, you can hear what they are watching on television, if you sit by the window, and their curtains are open, you can WATCH what they are watching.

So in our moment of passion....I saw Jerimy look out the window, and I said "you better not even be watching their TV right now!"  He laughed, I laughed and he said "if I had my glasses on I could actually tell you what they are watching, that's crazy!"

It's not every day you can watch tv at your neighbor's house while having a romp with your lover simultaneously!

I don't know why it came to mind today on my drive, or why it struck me SO particularly funny, but it was with great affection that he most often comes to my mind.

It's such a breath of fresh air to meet someone who you don't just love, but who makes you laugh!  I LOVE to laugh, and if there's one thing Jerimy gives me, (aside from the best love I've known) it's laughter.  No matter how long I have to be with him, I know I'll cherish what we have now, forever.

Ok, enough mush for one day....carry on people, move along, there's nothing to see here....certainly not the Television programing from next door! *winks*

Happy Thursday!

Oversharingly yours,

~Heather Lynn~